im so so so dead. sister is damn pissed and upset. :( sigh.

town with aiwei, nicky and kenneth was funny. haha. so yah no worries, whether or not we remain straight.. or decide to turn crooked, we will NEVER like the same girl/guy.

butch in the streets, femme in the sheets.
cold in the streets, hot in the sheets.

zouk was SUPER boring. seems like the whole of spore is there. gosh. we went in only for like 15 minutes then we left.

ktv with the "ghostgang" hahaha. quite funny.
and yes i am a spice girls fan and im damn proud of it.

i wanna buy the L word soundtrack! actually its not the soundtrack. i dont know what is it called.

i was viewing the videos in my phone.. i miss the girls coming over to my place. :( my lovely 2 princesses. and i miss my mom though i see her everyday. its been ages since ive had a decent conversation with her. sigh.

fuck lah im damn screwed.

shoot me cos i will never have the guts to kill myself.

great, so the mail is sent.

amen. im dying.

at the mustafa supermarket. through ur mouth, not your nose.

the ditzys at the tauhuey place!

qing fei de yi - harlem yu

numeroten.

oooo wheee just got home! my mom's gonna kill me.

ok ive decided. im gonna send the email today, (tuesday) after 6pm.

so i caught wetdreams2 with kenneth. hahha. SUPER FUNNY. not worth the money though. thank goodness we didnt have to pay. its just a crappyfunny show. after that walked around town for awhile.. then headed to hollandvillage to meet beks, edwin and lester.

saw the m1 people at brekos. all the orange people.. anyway after brekos, we went to this cemetery near adams road. its HUGEEEEEEEEE. tombs everywhere. (duh!) and long winding roads.. spent quite some time in there just driving around.. oooo before that we explored this small road we found. SUPER SCARY. i wanted to pee in my jeans lah. anyway yah everywhere we went was pitch black. so have to switch to high beam.. after the cemetery, we went on to dairyfarm.. no actually i think we went to grange road before that... yah grange road... and guess where did we go after dairyfarm?? SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that place is beautiful at night. totally gorgeous. haha. :)

we were in the car for about 6 hours today. woohoo. like a road trip.

k im really zonked out. and hell is waiting for me soon. BAHHH!!!

Fuck what I did it was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to, to do your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and that's a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack

fuck you right back - frankee

i am such a wimp!

firstly i STILL do not have the guts to send that email to my sister. its still sitting in the drafts section of my gmail account.

secondly, okay i will get to that later.

so it was alazhar again with beks, lester and edwin! yess the carpark guy is back in singapore! haha. the lime juice there is fantastic. so is the milo peng.

so guess where did we go from bukit timah? CHANGI! yes freaking changi!! to visit OCH. on the way, we also checked out the trans. so anyway yes.. OCH OCH!! I AM SUCH A WIMP!!!! i held on to lester and beks.. looked down.. shut my eyes.. the big CHANGI HOSPITAL sign was super intimidating.. so were the opened doors and windows. inviting yet.. super scary. we kinda walked around the hospital, and then went up the stairs. and yah my eyes were still stuck to the ground.

AND then the freaking police came.. so we had to give them our information and stuff like that. crap. i doubt i will ever go "ghost hunting" again. i dont like scaring myself. :( yes yes.. i am such a wimp.

so we went back to the carpark.. saw this trans getting into the car.. being super curious, we followed the car. the guy drove to some quiet carpark near the chalet.. parked there for about 5 minutes.. and then drove the trans back to the carpack. superquickie. cant believe it. dont they have foreplay? or is it just a JOB and ta-da byee.. sigh so sad these people. imagine sitting at a carpark everynight.. getting driven to some quiet place.. do your job and then you're back at square one.. at the same carpark waiting for some car to slowdown beside you.

this song is from alot like love. :) lovely. go catch it.

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

numero ten? :D

i have this drafted email stuck in my gmail account. i still dont have the guts to send it yet. im such a wimp.

you CANNOT say you love chick flicks unless you've watched CLUELESS starring alicia silverstone. a 1995 production.

that is the ultimate bimbo show. my all time favourite.. now only if i could find the dvd..

doesnt it scare you now that july is nearing?

i dont even know what i did in the past 6 months.

oh yah, i screwed up a couple of times.
whats new. i screwed up things at home and i screwed up things with friends.

well, at least im not a discreet bitch.

im so so so scared i wanna cry and just hide under my blanket forever.

work was okay today.. there was the tension there.. but ah well thank you to the nicenicenice people at work who makes me smile all the time. actually everyone was very nice today. i think everyone ate happypills in the morning! ha ha ha. and i love surprise visits! like the one from cain today when he came into the shop when i was stoning and he went "excuse me.. can you help me?" in the most "teh" voice and i literally rolled my eyes when i turned.. only to realise that its him. haha. and the one that bev and sheldon did today. stand outside the glasspanel looking in for 5 minutes before i realised ive got company! ha ha.

just got back not too long ago. i spent about 15 hours in west-freakingboring-mall today cos i caught a movie after work with bev, don and ahmad. haha. A LOT LIKE LOVE! such a feel good movie. actually i wouldnt mind watching it again cos i probably went to the washroom 5 times cos i went for some beer after work with jess, johnny and kelvin before meeting them. and beer makes me pee. ALL THE TIME. hahha and don thought i went to the washroom so many times to puke. ass.. haha.

i am not going to alameen anymore. i will start going to alazhar. cos the food there is muchmuch nicer and the people there are nicer.

tomorrow, or rather later after i wake up.. im gonna type an email to my sister. and wait for hell. :(

and im gonna pack my room. gonna take out everyyyything from their respective places and perhaps try to shift my stuff around. was thinking of shifting the bed and all. but then again.. probably cant do much cos everything is fucking built in. dammit.

wheres number ten? sigh. :(

guess what song i have in my computer?
i like to move it move it. i like to move it move it.
i like to move it move it. you like to move it.
-inserts techno music-

ohhhh yes everyone start laughing. :D

just got home! yay so i wasnt stuck at home for that long.

my bro is pissed with me cos he was still awake when i came home.
wait till he hears what i have to annouce to them.

work tomorrow. fuck.

i was home on wednesday night.
and now im home on a friday night.

oh yay goody tell me what a good girl ive been.

everyone at home should stop being nice to me.
my brother gave me money today outta the blue.

why the hell is everyone so nice? fuck.

okay.. so i chickened out. sigh. now im still damn scared...

plus.. my sister was SO nice to me today.
"daph, where do you wanna eat.. you decide."
"wanna go to the mango sale? u can only buy afew ah.."
"you cannot finish your food? never mind.. lets go.. where do you wanna eat now?"
-while she was buying the cottonTshirt bedsheets from aussino- "you want the pink set? i buy for u."
-puts money into my bag-
"dont smoke when you're with me k. im not comfortable with it.. no matter how old you are already, you are still my baby sister."

and i really dont wanna break her heart. sigh. when she said the baby sister thing i almost teared lah. and she will always be my big jiejie, the one i look up to. sigh. SIGH. BAHH! :(

so anyway from suntec, i waited for fucking 30 mins for 36 to come. and when it came, i saw an old couple.. (read, those white haired ones who looks like they cant even stand properly) standing near the entrance.. and every fucking teen/adult on the bus didnt even bother to give up their seats. i just dont get it. i mean its old people lah. maybe its just me, i think old people should be given seats ANYWHERE! please agree with me. so anyway yah other than being irritated with the people sitting near the entrance who didnt give up their seats to the poor elderly couple.. there was this crazy woman. (and i mean like really crazy. as in can see she has sth wrong up in her mind.) she just stood near the entrance and refuses to move in even though there was so much space. so i said "excuse me" cos i wanted to move in and she shouted at me. that bloody bitch. and she started muttering and all that crazy stuff. when she got down quite a couple of stops later, she was still staring at me. growls. crazy woman.

walked around town trying to look for my sister's bday gift. couldnt.. agh! went to the mango sale, stepped in and did a U turn. fucking packed lah. met jael for awhile. then i met beks. then i met my aunty. then i met jer.

today i saw my primary school friend. and she remembered my name. amazingly i remembered her name too! cool.. and then i saw my girlguide senior too. talked for awhile.. caught up on the usual how are you yadayadayada.

i bought a baby blanket from aussino today. very very cute. pink, white, green and blue. with pictures of chicks, a tree and a flower.

so dead in about an hour and a half time.

im damn screwed.

whats new daph?

hell... in 9 and a half hours more.

die die die.

www.german-shoes-online.com

for those who wanted the site.. min and i are prolly ordering soon. yes? so hurry hurry. give us your orders! the more the merrier so we can get more shoes and then shipping will take a faster time!

see the US price.. times 1.7.. that will give you the price you need to pay in S$.

why birks? cos they're essentials. they can match anything/everything. and they're super comfy. so head down to your friendly birkenstock boutique in wheelock place or tanglin mall to check out what size you're wearing. please note that there is a regular and narrow fit. so remember to check that out as well.

daphlim@gmail.com
or.. talk to me on msn daphnee_lim@hotmail.com but dont email me there.

spoiler.

GROWLS!

im feeling all upset, depressed and lost. fuck.

i hate my job. i want to quit.. but got no other better paying jobs.. yes i know nightlife can earn alot more.. but my mom and my sis will probably murder me. they're somehow super against me working in the night scene.

aiyah. sian.

lost.

fuck lah.

if i continue coming home at these kinda hours, one day my mom will change the padlock and i will be stuck outside my house in the middle of the night. but never mind i have cousins living on the 6th and 7th floor. hahaha. but then again, judging by the time i come home nowadays, they wont even be awake to let me stay at their house. unless theres soccer then the 7th floor one should be awake. so i pray that everynight they will watch soccer.

met up with the stmargs people in plazasing. heh. cat, denise, jina, kelly and esther. talklaughtalklaugh. "st margs doesnt nuture _____ women. they nuture bitchy and cunning girls." and then i went for the youthobession thingy at heartofgodchurch. which was just opposite plazasing! met ms low and beks there. and this other stmargs girl who was one year my junior but i dont remember seeing her.. hmm but she turned out to be quite nice.

the service was great. worship was sth different with turntables (CORRECT OR NOT??!!!!) and all. sermon was short and chopchop. amazing.

after the service, they were STILL at plazasing. BUT WHY SOME OF YOU ALL LEAVE SO EARLY HUH HUH HUH. so went over with misslow to meet the rest.. and then elin came! yayyy more stmargs people. so denise and elin started bitching about their younger sister. HAHA. and then miss low left. and after that, jael and wing came.. OHHHH AND WE SAW A FIGHT!!!! AT STARBUCKS!!! BUT IT HAPPENED THREE MINUTES AFTER WE WALKED AWAY FROM STARBUCKS AND WENT TO MACS.. SIAN SIAN SIAN. but still damn exciting.

denise, elin, cat and i were so bored we decided to go to este bar. the place was boring and there wasnt any bottles for us to drink there. so we decided to go club hopping. we went into eskibar, and a whole lot of other funnyname club in boatquay and clarkequay. WAHH LIKE SIXTEEN AGAIN LIKE THAT HOR.. then we went to mrbeans to talk. talklaugh. emo talk okay. dont play.

anyway HELLO KELLY JINA CAT DENISE ELIN ESTHER i know you all are reading this... okay maybe not esther. but anyway.. love you all! tomorrow tomorrow OKIE? yayy!!!

"i realised that in this world, there isnt God, Buddha, Allah or whatever.. all i know is got one... CHAI SHEN YE!" hurry laugh.... hurry hurry. okay im being lame here. guess who's line? :D

so... the moon doesnt move... okay.

hell awaits me on thursday. please pray for me. and im dead serious.. no joke. sigh. :( the thought of it scares me and makes me wanna pee in my pants. okay maybe not the peeing part but yah. :( boohoo.

they say the seventh year itch. i say.... the seventh day itch.

i received an email from andrew.. 50cent died ah.. or is it a joke? apparently in the email.. it is stated that he died while trying to remove his pantyhose headgear.. police suspect no foulplay although autopsy reports show signs of suffocation and hallicinations might have occured which probably made 50cents pull the whole pantyhose down the face... please tell me its funny cos i couldnt stop laughing after reading it... wahh he quite wild ah. use pantyhose and pretend to be robber. ahahhaha. police and thief...

thank you for making me grin like an idiot infront of the com.. :D

YOu're out of reach, you're out of reach but you're so close
I hear you call, i feel you fall but you're out of reach

i hate it when my mom refuses to let me sleep.
she comes in the room almost every half an hour. opens the door, mutters sth about me always going out till late, coming home in the morning and waking up in the evening. and then slams the room door.
draws up my blinds. switches off the aircon.

and that will make me very grouchy. so when i wake up being fucking grouchy, she gets pissed.

well then in the first place let me sleep lah bloody hell.

my dearest rockee said this to me.

"if you cannot do what you like, you must like what you do"

gosh.. refresher.

i just saw this picture that i took back in 2003. fuck i was so thin. past tense.

BOOHOOHOOBOOBOO! :(

now im like this fat lump walking around. so fat so fat. sigh.

i need to suck my fats out!!

im selling my birks.. worn less than 15 times.. bought on 31st december 2003.. size 40.. bought wrong size.. you want?

WOW WOW WOW WOW and the top was freaking left opened! drools. after seeing this and the other one.. (i forgot the name..) we went to cine's carpark and went.. wahlao all these cars damn boring.

i was never a GOSHTHATCARISHOWFUCKINGGORGEOUS person.. but when i saw this... gosh.. i went.. this car is fucking gorgeous.

have you ever seen an ipod mass orgy?

rockee and rock! :)

at ikea, for the most important people in the world...

ah neh ah neh ah nehhh

before zouk on a wednesday night.. after ikea-ing and potblack-ing...

intriguing.

yahh totally..

so much i wanna know. so much i wanna know. so much i wanna know.

crossroads. hate them. :(

sermon was about the main point.. quite good though i kinda fell asleep halfway..

met up with nana! :D after ages. heh. walked around.. anything-ed.. sat down and drank milo.. till min and jael came.

im a depressed girl today. stop attempting to make me cry.
the conversations at the seat along orchard road and coffeeclub was highly enriching.. thank you..
the batman show is good. very nice. :) though i was never a fan of actionpacked movies.. (there was this fucker who removed his shoes, and socks. sat at the corner. we were 3 rows infront we can literally smell his super smelly feet. AGHH)

today we saw many gorgeous cars. no i dont mean like nice SLKs or whatsoever. i mean like nicenicenice gorgeous cars. will post pictures soon. goshh!!!

hell yah i do. bahh!

:(

can i see you now please?

*slaps self.

fear.

okay came across this girl in my friends list in friendster.
she was my secondary schoolmate. we didnt really fancy each other and i have no idea why she added me. but the funny thing here being, in her pictures section.. theres this close up of her face.. and the caption said. "does my eyes whisper??" it was one of those sexy smokey eye thingy.

HAHAHAHHAHAA!!!!

hey doode, im sorry. it didnt whisper to me.. it shouted to me. HAHAHAHA. shit im being mean.

shut up daphne.

its father's day tomorrow.

sigh.

its a saturday and im not at work cos ive got a freaking stomachache but im feeling so much better now.

i dreamt of 2 different people last night.
quite scary. i hate dreams.. bahh!!

i feel like going to littleindia today. HAHA.

growls!!!! stomachache!!!!!!!!!!

ggrrrrrroooowwwwwlllllllssssss.

the guys, outside decent.. inside all nonsense.. hahha.

okay fuck. im not going to work tomorrow.

daphne, stop checking your phone you ku ku head.

bangbishwhamwoot.

HAHAHA RIGHT BACK AT YA!! NANINANIPOOPOO!!! SERVES YOU RIGHT!! HAHAHAH!!!!!

i had a really funny conversation with my sister online this afternoon..

anyway went to holland to meet denise for coffee! bumped into belle (my part time girlfriend) and cheryl! so we joined rachel, belle and cheryl at this damn nice coffeeplace in holland. shall go there more often now. and hope they dont spit into our drinks. :p

and then jael and ms low came.. haha.

the conversation content at tcc was quite amusing.. veryveryvery amusing. lol.

icecoldbeer with rockee and jael! and then alleybar..

now im home.. and ive got work tomorrow. boohoogoo.

open. cool.

You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 4.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446795.5.
The golden number for 1986 is 11.
The epact number for 1986 is 19.
The year 1986 was not a leap year.

As of 6/16/2005 11:58:34 AM CDT
You are 18 years old.
You are 222 months old.
You are 963 weeks old.
You are 6,742 days old.
You are 161,819 hours old.
You are 9,709,198 minutes old.
You are 582,551,914 seconds old.

There are 198 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 19 candles on it.

Those 19 candles produce 19 BTU's,
or 4,788 calories of heat (that's only 4.7880 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.17 US ounces of water with that many candles.

Your birth tree is

Apple Tree, the Love

Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.


check this out here.

mommy "your danny korkor got send his picture to you in emails?"
me "no.. he didnt even reply my last email."
mommy "if he does, ask him to send his pictures okay? so long never see him already.."
me "i miss korkor.."
mommy "yah.. its been a year and a half.."

wails.

went for a haircut today with my sis. she had a cut and color that cost $300. insanity.. now she has very nice hair.. and i have my bangs back again.. haha. actually mine was more of a trim.. was so tempted to cut my hair short cos of the superduperhot weather lately. but my mom says cannot.. so for once i listened to her.

i have a new reason to cut my fringe often now! :) :) :) woootwoot.

met rockee for mr&mrssmith at cine.. basically you pay to watch beautiful people walk around. haha. yah thats about it.. then we met jael for dinner at imperial.. the new place at taka. andddddd. saw my sister, mom, girls and my aunt there. what a coincidence. somemore sat next table only..

pool after that. i cannot play pool to save my life.
and we went to zouk for like 30 minutes... haha yes and i didnt drink at all! im on a one week alcohol fast. hahaha. yes yes. i will stick to it.
coffeeclub! :)

i cannot shop.
i cannot buy things that i dont need.

i must i must i must.

at the maths room!

hazel and i!

nicole and i! and her very lovely house.

track girls!! my fav are the one on the extreme right and the third one from the right!

sunday sunday sunday! :)

just got home..

okay the camp in short. good.

my fav part was the praise and worship on both nights.
the voices of the girls are so sweet they make you melt. i recorded them in my phone.. was listening to them on my way home and now i miss the track girls already!

thought i could escape the talk with misslow last night. but nah. anyway.. yahhh... hmmm. met bev and don after the camp at bukitpanjang. ahh more pep talk. haha. yupp.

went to plazasing today for the girls to play some game. quite funny.. i was dressed in my most unglam trackpants and stmargs tee. and then i saw a friend. haha super paiseh. the girls didnt win the first prize. but still they did their best..

kids are amazing. thats all i can say. and god was really in this camp. the fine weather and all. many examples like before we headed off to plazasing, it looked like it was gonna rain. we were so prepared to take the girls back to school in a cab. but amazingly it only rained 10 minutes after everyone got back to school. many other things. woohoo.

i missed st margs primary. :) was at the stafflounge last night with the teachers talking.. quite funny.. and mrs chu remembered my name even though she has never taught me before. and i was SO guai back in primary school lah.

im gonna miss charlotte's whining.. vanessa's need for attention and yifang's humbleness. so so glad misslow asked us to help out at the camp..

you are my strength when i am weak, you are the treasure that i seek. treating you as a precious jewel, lord to give up i'd be a fool. taking my sin my cross my shame, rising again i'll bless your name. when i fall down you pick me up, when i am dry you fill my cup. you are my all in all. jesus, lamb of god. worthy is your name.

just came back from mountemilypark. and now i have mosquitoe bites on my hands, arms, elbow, feet and everywhere else. agh...

and the bruise on my elbow still hurts!!

yawns just woke up not too long ago.

everyone else woke up at 630. but i told misslow i wanted to sleep so i didnt accompany the girls for their training at ccab. haha. the gym was freaking freezing. we slept on the huge green crashmats. hahaa.

okayy later got more teambuilding games. heh.

and im cutting my hair tomorrow.. YAYY!!

ahh just had my shower. listening to lounge worship now in the staffroom..

i seriously admire teachers. students are so........ hahaha. i dont know what to say. but they're so adorable at the end of the day. :P

ahhh this ex girl thought i was a teacher.
then she thought misslow is my age. okay saying misslow is my age sounds nicer than saying she thought im misslow's age.. right? :D
and after that, she told me that she and a couple of exgirls thought i was daphnekhoo. damn off lah. and that was even before she knew my name is daphne.

i have this bruise on my elbow... ouch.

and i accidently burnt my hand yesterday with a fag. dammit.

im gonna skip morning training tomorrow and sleep in!! :)

haha im at stmargs primary now. sitting at miss low's corner using her laptop.

quite fun training with the girls. haha ok fine so not training but watching the girls train.... went to ccab. saw this damn cute small boy from acsjunior. probably less than 10 years old. he ran past us.... eve and i turned our heads to follow him. and we both went.. WHOAAA!! hahaha. super cute. plus he can run quite well.

i cannot wait to cut my hair on wednesday. the weather is killing me. and my hair is irritating me.

staying over at smps tonight. gonna slp in the gym.. hahaha. on the bigggggg idunnothename. haha.

its time i swear off alcohol.

ahhhh the party was a success! :)

didnt manage to wake up for church.
got up to meet jer in town.. cain, junia and nicole in holland.

okay so i got a little high at a point of time.
puking is always good.

happy belated bev! :) hope you had fun..

why the fuck did u call............ knn.

okayyyyyy. im sorry. sorry sorry sorry. i know i disapointed you. and tomorrow ive gotta face you. sorry. sorry. aggggggghhhhhhh.

okay gonna slp!

my lovely saturday night surprise. :) i love this 2 girls to death and i still wanna go to tash's school to scold rachelhuang cos she went to cut tash's hair in k1.

at the back of the van getting comfy with the cushions!

the focus for this picture isnt the S hook. hahah min and jael!

great, so i overslept.

i dunno whether this other new part timer is doing it on purpose.
but last saturday.. he left work early claiming that he MUST be in town by 10 cos its his friend's birthday. so i stayed on to do the fucking housekeeping. and then on sunday, he called me at eleven in the fucking morning asking me whether i can go down to work becos he's not feeling well.

and then today, he says he has to go home early because his grandpa is not feeling well. so he left me with the fucking housekeeping again. AGAIN!!! wahlao eh. and then he kept asking me what im doing tomorrow. i told him many times, "im busy tmr, after service i have to go get stuff for a friend's surprise party." but no... he kept saying he cannot work tomorrow cos he has school work to do. then he changes his story to his grandpa being in hospital. what the hell. no way am i gonna answer any calls from m1 tomorrow..

anyway i had such a lovely surprise at work today. around 9plus my sister sms-ed me.. "working today?" and then 10 minutes later i saw her happyfamily walking towards me. tasha gives such nicelovelywarm hugs. :) she brought the girls over to westmall for icecream after their dinner. so i sneaked downstairs to have icecream with them too.. yes the apparently healthy icecream that ive been craving for but never did buy them because my breaks are always too short. anyway its not nice at all. looks dont count.

liquidroom was one hell of a fucking boring place tonight. went in for 15 minutes, got so bored.. went down to soundbar with nicky. quite fun swinging. haha. and talking about the road to nowhere.

now i have fucking gastric.
i am very grouchy.
i have to wake up in about 4 hours time.
i have a longlonglong day tomorrow.

and i have to wake up for the stmargspri sports camp on monday morning. be in stmargs by tenthirty!! and its how far!!! never mind cant wait to stay in school.

i swear, its either we find a new place to chill, or we should ban ourselves from zouk.

okay so work was horrible. with a H.. HORRIBLE. bahh.

and on my way to town, i realised that i didnt bring my keys out. so i called my mom and asked her whether she could place the keys under the flowerpot or inside my shoes or sth. but NO. she wants me to come home and SLEEP.

and i was already at fucking hollandvillage lah! so i had to alight... and take a bus home. just to get my house keys. and of cos put my bag down and change since i was at home.

and i was so worried i will miss the last bus, i called samuel. haha yes mambo heeren samuel. the only guy i know who carries a bus directory around him all the time. he was damn amused that i still remember that fact.

okay so it was town. dominic, cat, aiwei, christina, nicky and thomas. so we walked around. sat around. ate ate ate. went to rouge for like 10 minutes. and left straight after. why? seems like the whole place was filled with half of spore's malay teens. really alottt. whoaa. but the music was quite good..

so while deciding between alleybar and icecoldbeer, aiwei and i said the same thing at the same time. "aiyah lets just go to winebar lah."

and ok we ended up at winebar. drank heineken. met cain there.. hahaha.. he is so full of rubbish. :)

and now im home, and im working full tomorrow. and we're going out again tomorrow night. and on sunday theres a surprise party. (i want one too. :( sigh.) anyway.. yes and on monday and tuesday im gonna be helping out at the st marg's primary sports camp! hope it'll be fun! and i will train with the girls. hahahaha.

i went out yesterday without wearing my 2 rings, charmbracelet and watch. i felt so...... bare.

stuck.

stuck.

stuck.

should i should i not.

fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

number one, youre my good friend.
number two, but i should really pretend i saw nothing.
number three, youre my good friend.
number four, youre my good friend.
number five, what if you get upset.
number six, no wait.. it shouldnt affect you.
number seven, all guys should just be locked in cages.
number eight, fuck lah.

wahlao i should walk around with a masking tape on my specs or sth.

i feel all whiney and yah grouchy.

enola.

bran's favourite word back in 2002! why? cos it spells alone backwards!

sometimes i feel like this lil ant stuck in this big big world. and thats when i feel alone.

wahh.. gone.

me aiwei and nicky!

just the girls alone..

st margs girls plus dominic!

take two.. funny faces

take one.... normal.

the lovely hosts on saturday!

yesterday while cat and i were at the back of the van.. taking pictures with the new cushions... we saw sharon au beind us! at the traffic light.. heh she drives a damn nice bmw. with a very nice carplate too. either 38 or 3838. i forgot.. but she looks damn good!

okay this is so random....

i love sourplumjuice! i do i do..

yayy might be cutting my hair on wednesday. my sis should be cutting her hair short. and im so tempted to cut it short too! oooo wheee!

okayy so i went to sungei flea today with min and jael. min and i were how excited that we're going there. only to be superrr upset when we realised that its like mini malaysia there. wahlao. seriously.. flea my ass.

so we went to beach road and i had YUMMYTUMMYYUMMY prawn soup. ahhhh. yummmmmmyyy. and the pebbles cat came! hahah for once so early...

and then we went to ikea to look for cushions for jael's van! super fun but i think she was dman irritated with cat and i cos we practically suggested everysinglethinginsight for her van! :) so we ate at beach road, and greed took over us at ikea. we ate more food there. and when we went over to queensway.. we ate even more there. haha. like pigs hunting for food. and then it was potblack for pool. the apple vs the orange.

so last wednesday we went to zouk.
last friday we went to alleybar.
last saturday we went to cat's house for her bday party.
on monday we went to drink beer.
on tuesday we went to thumper.
today we got damn bored in town and went to zouk again.

my mommy is gonna kill me!

so we went to cat's house before zouk again to finish up the opened bottles that they drank on saturday. no actually before that we were at starbucks. so nicky, aiwei and dominic just had to tell me what i sang on saturday!! (HAHAHA) and my dumbness in that chinese game. now the whole world knows my chinese name and i didnt even know. bahhh! so anyway cat's house was more drinking games again. bigfishsmallfish. lol. and ohh before that we took damn dumb pictures in town. hahhaa. so it was vodka and bourbon(YUCK) at cat's place!

you know my partnerincrime so sweet. she showed me a bottle of sourplumjuice that she bought for me. actually it was for me on saturday. but i was apparently too errr high to know. so yah we drank it today! hahah somehow sourplumvodka is damn nice! and somehow we were alll damn high. cat nicky aiwei pham dom thomas. and me lah. lol.

docdocdoc. HAHAHAH. dot dot dot.

the cab ride home was funny..... kenny wanted to eat sth so we had to make this hugeeeee detour just to go to KAP. wahlao.

okayy so i came home.. and saw my bedroom lights switched on. first thing i thought was "fuck kor is using the com and im home at 4.. im so dead."

-steps into the room-
hi kor..
"wait ah.. i use the com awhile more. going to slp soon."
ok... can anything.
"where did you go why come back so late?"
zouk..
"ohh okay go and sleep soon.. tmr youve got work rite?"
err yah nites!

hahahha. AMAZING!

and why does the whole fucking world know/think that im high tonight? growls..... i was just a LITTLe high. we were perfectly sane..... very sane....

so i am ok.. very okay. very very very ok.

wahhh fuck.. i still look quite gone then.

ahhh check out my wakeup hair. lol. i didnt even know i fell asleep in the first place. eyy yahh saturday night!

funny faces. :) st margs st margs st margs.

ive got fatfat arms... hhahaa.

last wed!

okay so i went to town with my mom, sis, bro in law and the girls today.. quite bad. didnt get to buy anything. cos mainly we were in the childrens dept... but its okay cos the girls had fun.. :)

met my rockee and pebbles! and we went to thumper with min and her friends! tuesday is their lesbian night. or was it gay night? err should be lesbian night cos the only guys i saw were the bartenders. it was indeed an eye opener.. so manymanymany girls. haha i saw quite a couple of hot ones too. all kinds. heh. :)

now not only one finger is itching.. its fucking two.. dammit. i didnt expect the lil amount of vodka we drank in the van would actually take effect.

today tash's mommy asked her to be lesbian better.

why bother to get married when you will get a divorce in the end? rite?

peapeapeacoooccckk!

the fucking huge python!

oriental green whip!

EEEEEEEE SNAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!

tash was dancing and she fell into my arms. hahahha that sound so wrong.

tash and i on the tram.. she was grouchy cos before that she screamed at her daddy and her daddy was pissed with her.

my bro in law, kai and my sis on the tram!

last night i dreamt that i met amelia. yahh amelia sho my primary 5/6 good friend.

and i spent almost the whole of last night rubbing my finger cos the allergic reaction is back and its itching like hell.

i was supposed to receive a file. but i didnt. ahhhh. no pictures! :(

its chinese food AGAIN!

we saw this damn cute sheepdog at spins on sunday!

i DONT remember taking this at all.. kit and i.. anyway i think she left already.. kit i miss you! hurry come back and talk to us although i need translation or i just need to learn canto. :)

the damn sweet couple! :)

royyyyyy....

hahahhaha. damn off.. ;p

another one...

denise, wenting and i!

denise and i! at err starbucks!

wenting and i.. heh! :)

gold tiles at the nightclub.....

the zoo was fun fun fun!
i saw the giant tortise. 2 superdupermegalargebig male ones who were just THERE. doing nothing but stoning. and 2 female ones who were literally humping each other to get over the fence. my sis and i thought the one doing the humping looked like ninjaturtle. yuck. very monster like and very disgusting.

went to the reptile place, and i didnt dare to go into the enclosed area where u can touch the lizards and all. but my sister literally forced me to go in after they came out. she got my bro in law to accompany me lah. hahah. i just looked down.. and walked straight out!

the zoo is fun fun fun! shall we go there sooon? i wanna walk around this time. not go on the tram all the time! my sister even has a zoo card. some family thing. hahaha. damn corny.

went to my sister's place after the zoo. no actually we went to view houses cos my sister feels like shifting. then we went back. and i watched bringiton with the girls! so they felt like making pompoms. and we made them! :) tash is the ultimate cheerleader!

was supposed to meet my rockee for dinner. but that sheep forgot that she had to meet a friend for dinner. so i met lester for beer! hahahaha. and drunk cycling is damn bad.

saw my cousin AGAIn while i was downstairs. forever. we come home around the same time.... all the time.

k tomorrow i pray that my mom and sis will be in a good mood so that i can shop.

we're going to the zoo zoo zoo
what about you you you
you can come too too too
we're going to the zoo zoo zoo!!

yayyy! i can see the giraffes thats apparently new at the zoo. though i kinda remember seeing them when i was young............ but whats up with the banners around town? okay so im gonna see giraffes and many many other animals!

little bubbles on my fingers again... fuck.. agh. hate it whenever i get bubbles on my fingers cos its an indication that ive had too much alcohol. and its fucking itchy.. last time usually only one finger. now.. two.... wahlao....

okay so the guy who drowned in sentosa, today i heard the whole story. how he went missing.. how everyone cried and all. sigh. life is just so unpredictable..

i dont think i will ever have the guts to kill myself.

i watched The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy just now.
but dont ask me hows the movie, cos once i sat down.. i fell asleep.. woke up twice though to stare at the fucker sitting behind me who put his shoes at the back of my seat.. and still dare to shake his stupid fat pig trotter. stupid ass.

its amazing that i actually didnt fall asleep during e3. err wait actually i almost did. and then cain nudged me. ha..

went to town again. im so so so so so sick of town. i wanna go to tampines mall. or perhaps whitesands.

laughed alot today. too much perhaps. hahaha. the glass, the blotter..
plus cain and i kept going iliketomoveitmoveitiliketomoveitmoveit. boomboomboom. much to the amazement of bev and sheldon. haha..

i finally ate home cooked food.

and i might be going to snowcity tomorrow!! YAYY!!!!

lesson #1.
if the colleague that you're lunch-ing/dinner-ing with doesnt wanna eat.. you still have to eat.

lesson #2.
dont take panadolextra four hours before drinks. its still in your body.

lesson #3.
drink only after you're full. not on an empty stomach and when you just puked your small mini lunch of starwars potatoes.

lesson #4.
i think its time i start to stop drinking.

i woke up happy today!
its gonna be a goood day!

next week im working only on thursday friday and saturday.
so sungei and everything else can come neatly on monday tuesday or wednesday!! ok?! :)

i better not get too excited on my itsgonnabeagoodday thing incase i get screwed up customers in the shop later.

OH SOMETHING DAMN FUNNY HAPPENED YESTERDAY!
this lady who wanted to upgrade her line with her company account came to the shop, realised that she didnt bring enough documents. (LBRN, company letter and company stamp.) all she brought was the stamp. so when told that she couldnt upgrade her line.. she cried! hahahhahaa. ok im evil.

since ive got a bladder problem whenever i drink, i think i need to see a doctor.

hahaha. tomorrow! or rather later!! :) i cannot wait!! yayyyY!!!!!

i think i love my sister quite abit! hahah. yes rockee shes nice! :)

i wanna buy more shirts!!!! ahhhhhhhh......

just got home not too long ago!

met rockee and pebbles in town! ahha. talked walked. ate ate ate ate ate.

and then while we were at mac cafe, cat and i decided to club tonight.. again. haha. so just now we saw roy and shuan.. haha. yayy! but poor guy had some bitch who puked on him.

when we were at cat's house, aiwei, cat, kit, and i finished a bottle of damndamn bad redwine. worst ive ever tasted......

k gonna slp! :)

i have to be the most blind girl in bukitpanjang.
im wearing a black and white striped tee. so as i was choosing my shoes before i left my place, i stupidly thought my dark navy blue birks were black. as in i thought i had a black pair of birks. which i dont. but still.. ive always thought that blue one was black. perhaps cos ive only wore it once. wait.. im not making sense.

so anyway i blindly wore that blue birks out.. and then as i was waiting for my bus, i realised that damn they're blue and not black! so i continued to meet my friend for lunch, and then came home because i really couldnt stand the fact that nothing else on me was freaking blue and its superrr mismatch.

so now im home, and im gonna wear either a black or white pair of shoes. and head out again.

this means, time for a pair of black birks.. :)

monster in law is so so so predictable. and jlo has damn nice boobs though they're quite small..... ha ha ha. and she wore nice shoes in this show!

coffee, dinner, coffee.. heh. with wenting crystal and denise. took many many pictures! will post them later..

damn sian.. i wanna get outta singapore.. i wanna go to hongkong end june...

one of my fav dogs just went to doggieheaven yesterday. :(